Crashing · into · the · unknown.

Alot of stuff!
Plus a bag from mollyspaceship going cheap brand new (:


76+/2/1-
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( ALL BRAND NEW AND GOING FOR $20!!!! Scarletroom and more. )

I tried to hold on but it hurts too much.
I tried to forgive but it's not enough.
To make it all okay.



You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel.
I can't tell you something that ain't real.



The truth hurts and lies worse.
How can i give more,
When I love you a little less than before?



But we're running through the fire
When there's nothing left to say.
It's like chasing the very last train
When we both know it's too late, too late.



Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last chance to feel again.



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This is going to be the last post here.
Moving on to a fresh new journal which I'm not going to disclose the url here.
Have a happy CNY all (:

On my handphone wallpaper is a note with all the assignments, projects and tests due before this term ends. There's like 9 altogether I think I can die. Some are so time consuming, like photography and that's one of the first assignments due siah knn.




Been very stressed lately.
Alot of things bombing together at one time. Haven't been having much sleep.
My body feels very weak now. Head hurting, and I'm so tired I could really just collapse.
Heart thumping hard in a funny way.
Can hardly keep myself conscious now, and my vision in blurred and disorientated.
Wierd. Maybe my contacts are unclean or out of place or...shrugs.
But I don't have a good feeling about this.
Argh whatever.
Screw this, the old problem strikes every now and then,I'm getting pissed with myself.





Tired of having locked entries all the time.
But it helps me sometimes.
Another one is due, in the light of everything.
This isn't good though.
Soon.
Maybe when I'm less busy.
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Today is the freaking 9th day I'm seeing my dear AP Vicson in a row, siah la break record already one week 2 days. But anyway, really want to thank him for being such a 'good and nice' boy, helping me out with all the paperwork so much and lending me his extremely comfy jacket 2 days for me to sleep in HAHA. But yeah much appreciated. (: I'm going to be stuck with you for a longggggg time more since we've still got the shoot plus editing and we both live in the east. The 154 people.

And there, you've left.
You're gone.
Back to where you came from and where you're supposed to be anyway.

I love you.
At least, I do now still.
And I loved you.
All those while.
But I'm really going to let go of the strands attached this time.
And I'm going to find my world back! (:
By myself.
Take care...&
Goodbye.